feel like i owe this. weekly summary.
28 feb, wednesday.
did 2.4km run in school.. clocked a 10.46mins. not good enough ): jinxy!! if you're reading this, we can start our training when april begins!!! i seriously want to get back to me PB.. back to my best form. guess it's time to start to get serious with land pe. but i guess it still iz pretty much a high mental barrier that i've formed that i NEED to overcome. thank goodness it was feeling on top of the weather that day. and i was surprised that it didn't give me any trouble during the run (:
1 mar, thursday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARVIN TANG!! (:
yay!! haha (: the froggy's 19 already!! x) thanks for being my fav senior. arvin tang iz one of a kind. uniquely froggy :D
2 mar, friday.
happy birthday marianne!
and this day was Alevel results day of release. i took back freaking chinese. no more comments on it besides getting a decent grade. back to Alevels results. okay.. it freaking iz not me that's taking back results.. i tink i'm juz nuts to feel the stress and pressure that was building up in the hall.. to tink that next year it'll be me. ME. will i be like yanliang up on stage? or will i be those scattered on the floor area sobbing those hard tears outta my eyes.. arghhhh.. i hate to think.. but it's juz that i need to REALLY get started.. and i really tink it's time to move outta my house. i need to get out and bury my head in my tutorials(note it's tutorials not notes). sigh. somehow i juz feel that there's more to life than all these. but i've got simply no way of proving so or doing so. that's juz life for me. sometimes i really juz wish that there was a special someone in my life. guess the weather felt the same way as i did. gloomy and rainy. whatever it iz, it's accumulative. came home after physio. slept at 8 til the next day.
3 mar, saturday.
studied at PP after service.. and i completed tutorial 34 at last. kinda slow progress.. sigh.. it's either i'm having my concepts all wrong or it's simply stating i'm not very bright. i freaking cant solve my questions. i freaking cant get it right ): now i really know why i didn't even bother to take the vectors test. i'm going for the latter.
4mar, sunday. today.
clarified my doubts on the freaking tutorials with my uncle today. and we took a whole 2hours on juz questions that i have doubt for 2tutorials.. that's how much i dunno.. it juz seems like argh when to him it's solvable but when i was doing it i had racked my brains and yet cant find a solution.. equation of vectors on a plane, perpendicular to plane, xyz values, reflection of a point, blahblahblah.. argh.. my little puny brain.
den after that i dropped by at arvin's surprise birthday party (: can i say he was surprised when he saw me? haha.. anyway.. whatever it iz, i really dropped by for a while only.. and he showed me that FREAKING CUTE FROGGY SHOWERHEAD he bought!!!! x) gosh.. it really iz cute. somehow i have this feeling that his future house will be full of little froggies everywhere :D and i saw that froggy plushie serene and i got for him on top of smth in his room!!! x) hee!! okay.. it was great seeing him despite the lousy weather that entitled me to use my unbrella.. so yeah.. chatted with the star of the day for a while and got to know how to surprise was carried out.. and not to my surprise there was water bombs. waha! so after he decided to head back into part of the "gambling den" i decided it was time to take my leave since i didn't know anyone there.. so yeahh.. and one of arvin's colleagues(what's his name again?) actually drove me out to the busstop. which turned out to be further cuz i showed him the way to CTE. haha! bused home.
had the special feast that my grandma prepared. and i had half a cup of 12% alcohol by vol champagne. wasn't that nice but still nice. i still prefer red wine. guess that's all for the day.. my book "dating game" iz getting more interesting by the day. i miss nicholas sparks.
*throbs @23:55 <3
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